getoff.

There's nothing to hide .

when you walked into my life ,

i tried to reach out for you .

my heart is breakin .

and i found that to keep you by me is a luxury .

and to forget , i struggled and struggled but ...

The love hates me .

yesterday i totally cannot fall asleep .
i cry and cry ...
nobody know how i feel . do you know ?
aih i dont think so .
i really hate this feeling .


Now it is getting weirder .

i dont wish to reject you .

but i just know that

no matter how close we are ,

i know that we wont to be together .
there's too many problems between us .

i can't miss you .

im trying to let go everything .

that doesn't mean im not cared anymore .

just because i know maybe im not important enough for you .

waiting for you makes me tired .

i can't endure anymore .

and i can't realize it

the name i love once in this time

has becoming further and further away from me .

i can't handle the feeling alone .

i can't start this .

i can only miss you secretly in my heart .

i thought you cared me .

i thought you love me .

i was so wronggg !

i dont know what i mean to you .

im so sorry that i always lose my temper on you .
i never meant to make you felt stress .
but sometimes i just lost control .

damn it .

everytime we argue ,
it really break my heart . i feel so pain inside .
i dont know what to do .
because im worry that you'll leave .
i wanna you always be mine .
this is all im asking from you .
i will make a choice . to giveup everything about you .
think thats better way for me right now .
i knew that you're not belong to me .
im feel tired of those thing .

you never knew how i felt about you .

heartbroken .